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[wearyallalone]

Messages, correspondence and private exchanges with Vanya Orlov.

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[dissolving]

No, it's -

[ not very sophisticated: ok, just gonna dwell on that for the next six months ]

- I feel the same. We're not supposed to waste this.

[wearyallalone]

Mmm. [Agreement.] I don't think that has shifted, for me, it's just ... as I've gotten older, it's sometimes been less clear what wasting it entails. But it's not an excuse not to try.

ties bow

[dissolving]

[ an hour ago, lying in the gloom, he'd felt a wire strung through; tense, electric. the joints of a corpse ready to lift -

i send it somewhere else, he'd told jayce, but fuck if it doesn't wind back around. gone now. limbs again heavy, cold. subdued: ]

Here’s to figuring it out.